well it appears my parent's work schedule is gonna fuck up plans once again an i cant make erica's concert tomorrow. plus this coming week apparently is the week her band goes on tour and my family going to visit my dad's half sister this coming weekend. so it looks like i'll be here at least 3 weeks before i even get to see her. plus getting ahold of her has been absolutely difficult lately so i havent really even spoken to her at all. needless to say im more than a little frustrated.

also, my job search isnt working all that great since i dont have a job. i know jobs are for suckers, but i sorta need money to pay for tuition next year since i lost my scholarships. so my life has really just consisted of playing WarCraft 3 since the only 2 guys that i hang out with that still live in town are in HS. Im almost done the single player campaign.

the only really good news in the last week was getting my G. it wasnt that hard even with the super huge van i used for the test. i did speed a bit by accident i was doing like 70 in a 60 after coming off the the highway driving section of the test. the tester lady just said "what's the sped limit?" and i fixed it. she didnt even mark it down. i guess being nice to people still gets you places occassionally. i think im gonna try being slightly less nice with erica since just sitting around waiting for her to make time for me hasnt worked all that well so far. i think im just gonna tell her "hey, lets do something tomorrow" and see how it goes.